Chapter twelve.

noor: i don't wanna do the blood test, i can't do the blood test!
mooki: why *with a strange look*
noor: because...
mooki: yes?
noor: i can't tell you
mooki: you can tell me anything
noor: not this
mooki: what is "this"
noor: mooki i just can't do the blood test, trust me it won't turn out good.
mooki: why? *what does she mean?*
noor: *i can't tell him, he will be super mad at me*
mooki: again. why?
noor: mooki please
mooki: i thought you tell me everything, i thought you trust me !
noor: i do mooki wallah i do!
mooki: prove it!
noor: *starts crying*
mooki: *went to her and hugged her* you know you're not alone with this, whatever you did i will forgive you and fight with you i will do anything for you, you are my sister noor, my baby.
noor: *crys harder*
mooki: don't cry noor *hugs her* tell me everything noor
noor: *trys to calm her self* i wasn't smoking a regular cigarette.
mooki: what do you mean?


noor: i was smoking weed. and it wasn't my first time.



mooki: WHHAAAATT?!!!!!!
noor: *crys more and lose control*
mooki: ARE YOU SERIOUS NOOR?! WEED?!!!

and mooki left the balcony,

noor kept crying tell she slept in the same place.

linda was searching for noor, she saw her in the balcony.
she tried to wake her up and walk her to her bed.
linda's heart was ached about noor's situation.
she called mooki.

on the phone:

linda: abdulmalik!
mooki: yes linda.
linda: come here and lets talk about noor
mooki: you know nothing
linda: i know everything so come here and let's talk about.
mooki: i'm at my friend's place now, we will talk when i get back.
linda: okay bye

 (before the phone call)
mooki POV;

i was very mad and shocked about noor smoking weed
i went to yousef.
i will tell him about noor smoking in the school, but not the weed.
or should i tell him?
it will be based on his reaction.

i was speeding, i was driving very fast.
when i reached yousef's place, i called yousef.

me: yousef?
yousef: hala
me: ana t7t, aba aklmk fe maw'9oo3 mhm.
yousef: yalla jayyk aft7lk L bab.


when i saw the door opening, i went to it and saw yousef.

we greeted eachother
and lead me to the 'dewanya'

yousef: esh L maw'9oo3?
me: 3an noor
yousef: ewa?
me: kshafoha td5n fe 7mam L mdrsa..
yousef: esh tegol enta? b3glk enta? keef btd5n fe 7mam L mdrsa?
me: ya3ni k2nk mashft awlad  yd5no fe 7mam L mdrsa
yousef: 'awlad' bttklm 3an noor!
me: a3rf, w di noor o5ti, ma3rf kef gdrt tsaweha
yousef: noor matsweha
me: akzb 3alek ana? leha maf9ola 3 ayyam 3shan lazm ysawwo t7lel dm, w b3d bokrah L mw3d
yousef: 6ayyeb ya3ni heyya modmna wla awwl marra td5n? wlabs tjrb wla esh bzb6?
me: ...
yousef: eshbk skt?
me: ....
yousef: abdulmalk .. gool esh fee
me: kant btd5n weed. w mahe awwl marra.







yousef: eesh tegol?
me: elli sm3to
yousef: NOOR BTD5N WEED W ENTA WLA TDRI 3NHA?
me: wla a7d kan ydri, '3er heya w97bat'ha.
yousef: W 6L3T MAHE MTRBYA ELLI A7BHA MAHE MTRBYA TD5N WEED, ALLAH YSTR ESH TSWI KMAN, EZA W9LT LE WEED ESH '9MNI MAW9LT E ASHYA2 TANYA!
mooki: TST'HBL ENTA? BNTKLM 3AN O5TI FAHEM! ESH ELLI MAHE MTRBYA! MTRBYA W'39BN 3ANNK!
yousef: WN3M L TRBYA!
me: BENT 3LA 7GEGTK ! ENTA MA TSTAHLHA! 78EEER!

*mooki phone rang*

it was linda!

(we did the conversation that was written before)

yousef: 7geegti? ana esh 4nbi eza 7bbety w7da 9ay3a?
me: enta L klam m3ak '9aye3! slaam

i went out of his house, to my car.

i arrived my house, and called linda to come to my room.

linda knocked the door, and i told her to enter

linda: what did you talk about earlier with noor?
me: why?
linda: tell me!
me: you know about her smoking weed?
linda: yes i know
me: and you let her!
linda: yes, she want it to let all the anger and all the insecurity she felt inside. did you noticed the sadness in her eyes?  she let all the sadness and hate on the smoking. and her friends were bad, actually did you know that she hated them all, she hated everybody. everybody knew noor, everyone knows that noor hates everyone but they still  befriended her, because what they cared about is just the outside. just the name. i was with her, i kept my eyes on her, what she did was wrong, but you just can't blame it all in her! did you know that she quit it, and started to smoke cigarette instead of weed, but in school i think lamia told her to smoke with her and she couldn't say no so she went, i listened to her talking to lamia! you are her brother abdulamlik! don't be like them all stay by her side!
me: ...
linda: i will leave you now, and just to let you know... she cried tell she slept in her place, just like the way you left her! don't do this to her!

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THE BLOOD TEST DAY


noor gomi yalla golnalk ams goomi 3la 2!: her mom entered the room screaming!
noor: 6ayyeb gaima gaima!
her mother: yalla bsr3a!

ughh today is the day.
im screwed.

i dressed wore my abaya and went down to find my mon and dad sitting in the living room, what a happy family.
'you're going with abulmalik alone' my father said without looking at me and continued: ' ma tashrf aro7 m3 bent zyyk, glelt adb w3demt e7teram'

i went out without answering him.
mooki was ignoring me, allah ystr.
i entered mooki's car.
'hiii' i said
mooki replied with a simple hi.

the car ride was quiet.
we arrived the hospital.

Abdulmalik talked to a doctor that I assumed he knew.

They lead us to a room, a cold white room.

I felt cold and depressed, I started crying silently. 

They let me set on the chair.

And then a nure came with a needle.

Just when I wanted to mooki to be beside me, he left the room. I screamed don't go but he went.

MOOKI POV;

I wanted to be next to her.

But I have to talk with the doctor.

The doctor is my friend and I have known him since grade 5.

I went to him.

"Ahlan Rashid" I said 

Rashid:  hala wallaaah wa7shna 

Me: enta L aktr 

Rashid:  atf'9l 

Me:  b'3etk bsh'3la 

Rashid: 2amer 3youni lek 

Me:  tslm, asm3.......... 

Rashid:  93ba Bas b7awel 

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Chapter eleven.

NOOR'S POV:

I woke up the next morning finding mooki sleeping besides me.
what did i do to him? he will definitely hates me if he knew that i was smoking weed.
he is the only one who stayed beside me yesterday, i love him.

i got up, did my business took a long hot shower then i called lamia to see what will happen.

on the phone;

me: alo
lamia: hla noor
me: kefek?
lamia: mo kwysa, enti?
me: wla ana, esh 7nswi d7een?
lamia: ma adry noor ma adri lw swena L blood tests bnro7 feeha!
me: adri 3shan kda at9ltlk!
lamia: ewa a9lan enti matt9li '3er eza fe m9l7a fel maw'9oo3!
me: lamia esh g9dk?
lamia: enti fahma ga9di eesh
me: latnsi eno enti L sbb fe elli e7na felo, 6ayyeb? kollo b'3ba2k L ahbl da!
lamia: 3la asas enti masweti shy 7bebti lw makonti tebi kan 5rjti men L 7mam
me: adri bas 3shank ma5rjt
lamia: huh 3shani? noor tra kl a7ad y3rf ennk tkrhi kol a7d! madry mayten 3leki 3la eesh!
me: lamia matw83tk kda
*ends the call*

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO HER!!!
IS SHE SERIOUS?
OH MY GOD!
ALLAH YSTR!

i went back to my bedroom and found mooki awake

mooki: noor?
me: hmm?
mooki: esh sar?
*started crying hardly*
mooki went to noor and hugged her
mooki: noor 5la9 ahdi
5la9 kol shy byn7l 9addegeni
*and he started ygra 3aleha*
noor hdyt shwya she started crying silently
abdulmalik had to leave so he wanted to leave but noor grabbed his arm
noor: mooki please don't
abdulamlik: noor lazem aroo7 9deegy ybani bshy '9arori asweha w arj3lk 3la 6ool, 6ayyeb?
noor: no please
abdulmalik: noor 5la9 7bebty rb3 sa3a w ana 3endk, dogi 3lya lw at25rt
and finally she let him go

she turned off the lights and started to think deeply" should i tell abdulamlik about the weed? what will happen? it's better to tell him than to know about it from someone else,right? and the blood test, will i do it? i cant, i wont enter the school if i did it"

after 5 minutes


someone opened the door
enetred the bedroom

the lights were off so noor didnt really recognized the features

noor!

noor knew that the person was her mother,
hmm?
the mother: 25dna mw3d lel t7leel, m7a ng3dk fel beet bdon la sh'3la wla msh'3la!
noor: EESH?!
the mother: la trf3i 9ootk! a5dna mw3d lel t7leel w lesh mafjo3a aked 7na75d a9lan!
noor: meta?
the mother: b3d 3 ayyam
noor: 3 AYYAAM!
the mother: majnona enti wla athblti kol klma w L tania tg3d t9rr5!
she went out and slammed the door

noor started crying very hardly
she locked the door
closed the rest of the lights
and started crying crying and crying on the floor

after 10 minutes

abdulmalik POV:

i just got back from my friend's house
and i went directly to noor's room
and it was clearly that the lights were off, weird.

i tried to open the door and it was locked!
i knocked the door once twice, noor isn't responding
i started to panic so i called her..
she is not answering
so i started to scream her name

i was so tired of screamin so i got the spare key from linda, thank god that she has one!
i mean no has the spare key for her room except her!

i opened the door, it was like a cave you cant see anything from the darkness i used my phone to find the lights, then i tripped when i was on my way to them, when i looked down..

i found her.
i found noor laying on the floor tired as hell, unconscious!
i opened the lights quickly and carried her her body was cold, her face was yellow and there is a black circles around her eyes. i went to the bathroom to wash her face,
and sprayed some perfume.

finally she's half awake now!

me: noor nooor!
noor: hmm
me: what hapenned?
noor: umm madri
me calling linda

on the phone: linda linda
linda: yes?
me: please make an orange juice for noor
linda: okay
me: fast please!
end the call

linda came with the orange juice
noor drank it

me: noor tebena n5rj n'3yr jw?
noor: no
me: 6ab n5rj lel balcony?
noor: 3adi
me: yalla 6ayyeb

we went to the balcony

noor: mooki
me: n3m noor
noor: i don't wanna do the blood test, i can't do the blood test!

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Chapter ten.

lamia took it and throw it in the bathroom cabinet and flushed it.

the principle: the girls inside the bathroom, get out right NOW!

lamia to noor:*whispering* DONT!
noor nodded.

the principle: dont you hear me, i can stay all day and night waiting for you to get out!

noor:you realize we are in a serious trouble?
lamia nodded.

the principle: come on!
and spent the next ten minutes in a complete silence.

lamia: lets go out..
noor: no!
lamia: she must be gone, i hear no sound.
noor: 5ayfa.
lamia: hey maswena shy '3l6 6ayyeb?
noor: are you serious?
lamia: no bas come on!


lamia opened the door slowly.





'SURPRISE' ; the principle said.
and completed: so we have lamia L X and? *she went to the bathroom because noor didnt come out yet* NOOR?!

noor: yes? what?
the principle: to my office. both of you. now.

they went.

inside the office

the principle: okay, so i saw smoke..
noor is it one of your games again?
noor:...
the principle: you know noor, i knew that it wasnt true what you said but i trusted you.
noor:...
the principle: i will call both of your parents.
lamia: nooooooo MISS PLEASE DONT
the principle: yes i will, and you will go and have blood tests, and you wont enter the school without them.
both of them: WHAT?!!
the principle: you heard me.
noor: miss why? okay call our parents but there is no need for the blood tests.
the principle: yes there is.
lamia: no miss there is no need.
the principle: you dont want to enter the school?
noor: b but..
the pinciple: no buts.

after 30 minutes:
 both the mothers came.
with a worried and shocked faces.
they entered and the girls went out.

five minutes later
we can hear screaming

ten minutes later
both moms went out.

noors mother: noor to the car NOW! *with an extremely angry face*
noor: okay.

lamia mother: what did you do lamia? WHAT DID YOU DO?! ARE YOU SERIOUS!! ANA RBETK KDA? GO TO THE CAR NOOWW!!!!

at home:

the father was there with mooki, and noor and her mother entered.
the father saw noors mather face:eshbk? tra may7taj kl di L 39bya!
the mather: may7taj kl di L 39bya.. hahhah *raising her voice* MAY7TAJ KOL DI L 39BYA!! BENTK KANT BTD5N FE 7MAM L MADRSA!! T3RF ESH Y3NI BTD5N?! BTD5N ZYYHA ZY BENT L SHWAR3 GLELT L ADB!!
the father: went silent.
mooki with a shocked face: mt2kda ya mama?
the mather: EWA 6B3N MT2KDA LA W MATD5L L MDRSA '3ER BT7LEL DM! ANA MA3RFT ARBEKI BAS 7RBEKI MEN AWWL WJDEED
the father: in complete silent, he stood up walked, and stood in front of noor.

6RAAAA5.

a hot slapped was placed on noors cheeks.

the father: ma 3omri t5yltk tswi kda. bent shwar3.
and he went out.

noor went to her room, locked the door.

and cried her eyes out.

just when she decided to quit smoking weed, this happens.

ABUDLMALIKS POV:

noor really did this?
this isnt noor. noor smoked? noor smoking nono.
why noor?
WHY?!

i went to her room and wanted to smash the door.
knocking the door like a crazy man: NOOR AFT7I L BAB D7EEN!!
NOOOOOOORRRR!!
AFT7I L BAB !!!!
NOOR LW MAFT7TI L BA..

noor opened the door.

WHAT DID YOU DO?
NOOR ARE YOU SERIOUS?
NOOR WHY DID YOU DO THIS?

WHY NOOR? 

SINCE WHEN YOU ARE LIKE THIS?

Right then mookI looked at noor and she was crying terribly. 

Mooki couldn't see his sister like this.

He hugged her.

He knew she needed that hug. 

And she was crying on his ches.

He took her to her bed and they both layed on her bed and she started crying harder. 

I've never saw noor cry this much. 

I'm so disappointed but the speech has to wait. I'm not gonna talk to baba about it right now. My heart is breaking into pieces. 

Mooki: noor 7bebti stop 5la9 Ya mama 79l 5eer.

Mooki: noor 5la9 I'm here don't worry everything is going to be okay I'm here. 

After an hour staying in that position. 

I look at noor and saw her asleep with a tear on her right cheek. My baby is tired and I can't see her this way. It's heartbreaking. She's my sister my bestfriend my buddy. 

Should I tell yousif about it? 

I should tell him but not now. 

Now we won't do anything. 

I should talk to Baba about what happened earlier..the slap was too much. We don't really know if our parent really care about us. They care at times and other times  they don't. Noor's relationship with our parent is not really strong  , especially that noor feels out of space with them, that's because they don't show their care that much.. and when we are together, all they talk about is traveling and silly things, we don't really talk about deep things and what all the families talk about. That's why I am very close to noor. I wanted to be the one she depends on and all of that. Noor why did you do this noor I'm very disappointed. I ended up sleeping next to noor that night. 

 

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